Friday, 23 November 2012

Ahem, Is There Anybody Still Out There?

Hello, it's been quite a while, thought I would update.

I've had an awful time of things since August.  Things were pretty bad and i'm still recovering but getting there.  I became very depressed (I have been heading steadily down hill for nearly 2 years now), and got all suicidal.  I took a couple of overdoses and the crisis team were involved for a while.  I'm having CBT appointments now and things are getting better.  I'm being a good girl and sticking to my meds too.

I have gained back all the weight I lost on WW.  Last night I joined Slimming World.  I'm looking forward to getting back into and seeing my weight come off again.  Hopefully this will help a whole heap of things that have been depressing me and I can start living again, rather than just "being".

For anyone who has been reading my blog a while, Kieron turned 3 last Saturday, where the heck did those 3 years go!?!


  1. Poor little you, having all those things to deal with, no wonder you have not been blogging, but welcome back, its so good to see ya!!!! I must say you look a great deal happier in the last photo, and you have seemed to be still losing the weight... good on you... Keep blogging, we are all waiting to here the latest news !!!... as you said, wow that boy is already 3 where did the time go.... I have only been blogging since the begining of this year, but what fun to find and read all the other blogs, its keeping me busy, thats for sure!!! hugs from down the road Janzi

  2. It's good to see you Gemma. We'll always be here to support you, please remember that. Sorry to hear about the rough time but i'm really pleased you're battling through it. You're so much stronger than you probably realise. Please keep blogging! :)

  3. Hey lady, so, so good to 'see' you. I am sorry you've had such a rough time love, you are a such a beautiful, loving woman, I do hope that the continued cbt, meds and healthier lifestyle help to bring joy to you.
    I'd regained all of my weight (plus a couple more lbs) too, back on it since the summer and life is so much sweeter.

    Stay strong lovely, we've got your back ^_^

  4. Thank you all for your comments, much appreciated, and help keep me positive :)